Today i am going to take care of myself. I am in a room listing to music, exercising, and doing what i like. I really need a lock on the door though . . .Kid still won’t go away.I only kicked the kid out to teach him that he learn to do as he is told or get out of here. For one thing it is not my kid, though he is my grandson. The kid is three and he has this belief that he get what he wants when he wants it . . .He actually said that. Impressive i know . . .But at the age of three and the kid is still believing it is he in control by the time he is five . . .Look-out, as it is when he does not get what he wants when he wants he is violent. Violent as in, breaking things, of his and yours, yelling and attacking you with intent. Sometimes the intent hits hard . . .So get out!
So today here i am in this room with the door shut wishing it had a lock. BRAT! Scream in the hall-way . . .I don’t care, his mom will hear him and freak at him cause she can’t stand whining, and the kid is always whining. Not my kid. Whine away boy. But out there. And while he is out there i listen to my music and exercise. Taking care of myself today.
I used to dance mighty fine where people would watch me, i never moved like others i have this story tell musical lyrical dance move. But for a long time now i have not danced. I dance this day. i dance now.
I find that is it not as easy as it was way back then when i had ample opportunity for dancing. So fit and trim . . .Not now . . .I now carry the appearance of my dutch grandmother, apron and all. Well today i dance in a room by myself with the door shut, and i will worry about a lock another day.
As for the exercise . . .Exercising is for the experts as far as i am concerned and it would be smashing if i had an expert helping to get started until i have a save routine and gained disciplinary action for myself. For one thing if i do not exercise myself properly i may become really flabby or skinny here and there but not every there. Oh wait a minute i am already flabby. I forgot for a minute, with all this dancing and playing with these weights going on by myself, never mind then. It is quite obvious i have tried to lose weight several times myself furthering my flabbiness, due to lack of discipline, because i honestly believe every time i start to lose weight then quit a gain more something . . .Flab? Oh and the weights are two dumbbells weighting 5 pounds each.
Oh-a-oh but i’m having a good time by myself in this room with the door shut, as long as the kid stays-out.